life - death - me

to have, to give, to be able to is a gift
to see a smile, feel a touch is heaven
pure ecstacy comes with another's pleasure
to try and please another is honorable
to accept defeat gracefully holds utmost respect
when everything has come to naught after much work
when the hopes of ecstacy are crushed to bits
when the trying seems to be foolish work
look around for joys that will make you smile again
a little smile from anyone brightens even the darkest day
bring joy to my life
a little gloomy sad retarded life i'm living
light a candle, let the little flame dance around me
till i am engulfed in it; then maybe i wont have to worry any more
flame burn brighter, brighten my days
i dont feel the heat, because there is none
i dont feel the pain, they've been taken away
life.
to live it to the fullest
to live it without regrets
to live it without worries
to live it just for a while
to live it to make others smile
to live it and not cause pain
to end it to end it all

- nathaniel -