end of the holidays

I'll be packing my bags soon... making sure that I've gotten all my stuff in place and heading off to the airport. Each time before I make a trip, I find myself looking up to the sky, looking at the clouds... "I'm gonna be up there in a few days" becomes "I'm gonna be up there in a few hours" and it changes to "I'm up here... and I'm movin' far far away from home".

I don't know how you guys feel when you go overseas, each time you walk to the departure gate at the airport, waving goodbye to your loved ones... I know I feel sad. I'm glad I feel sad because I know I feel something for them, the people I'm missing are people I care for a lot. Walking to the gate with a smile on my face is the last thing you'd probably see if you were with me, especially when you're leaving a special someone behind. On the plane, when I look down at Singapore fading away behind the clouds, I can't help but wonder what everyone's doing back home... the streets I'm so familiar with, the people, the everything - it's just moving away so quickly!

The holidays have ended... I'm going back to school, to people I know, will know and people I've yet to meet. I don't want to study overseas next time... not unless I can bring someone along with me to share the experiences. Life's a journey, live life, live it. Yes. Life is also an experience, live life, live it to the fullest, but I'll add on this little line... "Share it with someone". Why? Cuz when you share it, it isn't just your own experience that'll bring back the smiles, you'll have someone who'll be able to tell you about it and bring the memories back to you and someone to bring back the memories to! Sharing life, love, experiences.

I guess I'm in two minds right now, hopping from one thought to another. I'm kinda free... Youth Alive has ended; the hectic schedule has now quietened down and I'm really free to do whatever I want to. I hope to score A's this semester; they mean a lot to me and my family too~ I hope Truddy will score A's for her A's this year too... they mean a lot to her.

I'm gonna go out to lunch with my dad soon... take care blog!